6:00 pm - Post Category: Nickness

It's truly amazing how clear it is in the Winter on a day much like today.

Visibility is dozens of miles, infinite in some places. There is NO smog at all, which is where a day like today is vastly different than a similarly sunny/clear day in the Summer.

Summer comes with a lot of smog, and the visibility is poor at best when it is clear for miles.

PS. Today turned out alright. I had a very rough night on my mentality last night. I felt as though I didn't even need to be alive and I had to fight against a lot of real/honest thoughts in my head and go against what I actually wanted to be the outcome. I "fought my demons".

I was ready to leave Vancouver at 3am and go to Seattle or even just on a Greyhound as far as I could go. I was actually going to leave and "run away" essentially from everything and everyone I know and not come back.

It took a lot of support from 2 very important people to get me to stay.

Once I got to work my mindset hadn't changed much, but my negatives were quickly shot down by people who care, and the only thing that mattered was that they cared.

Now I feel better about myself than I have in a long time. Chapter Four is here and in full effect. This story is going to turn out alright.
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